battle/peace

(Sunday, October 19, 2008/10:02 AM)

awe
ah. mahoraba.
never ceases to amaze.

well just one slight note before we all disappear.

i know i've copied this before but oh well.

in this place,
there have been greetings.

farewells, and
reunions.

it all began.
with a little bit of luck.

people.
materials.

events.
feelings.

they all gathered here.

eventually,
it grew into something very large.

and very precious.

this is
a comfortable place.

that everyone holds dear in their hearts.

it's form varies.
from person to person.

but for me,
it is...

is what.
so yes, it's finished.

ah mahoraba.
you never cease to amaze.

and now i shall continue along this long dusty road.
eyes only in front.

and some day.
just one day.

i'll see whoever is in front of me.

(Monday, October 13, 2008/9:56 PM)

pity
well.
what can i say.

one more month.
it'll all be over soon.

if i can just hang in there.
hit myself twice and get in control.

then maybe.
maybe i am even that little bit worthy then.

to face you.
and to ask you...

*abrupt end to nonsensical talk*

so off i go.

(Thursday, October 02, 2008/11:04 PM)

well
and well.
the gap is closing.

the collision is nearing.
and i can do nothing to stop it.

but as i look on.
and beyond.

i see.
and i realise that.

maybe there is hope after all.